not much new here... just learning how to stand up for myself in the face of dire consequences. yeah. i have to write a song about US history, this could be quite interesting. writing this song will require me to both pick up and actually play my six stringed foe. this could be bad. la guerra de mi guitarra. we'll see. my stomach feels oddly unsettled right now, i wish i could just curl up and go to sleep. unfortunately, things are never that simple when you are a high school student. this girl in my photo class today wanted sympathy because she just got her braces on. everyone was actually pretending to share her pain, until we found out she had vicodin. does she actually expect us to feel bad for her when she has an actual prescription for drugs? no, i am not a druggie. today i heard x-ray spex on the radio. i also ate mcdonalds fries today, i ought to be ashamed of myself, mcdonalds is the embodiment of evil, but the fries are SO good. so very, very good. alright people, comment away and make me feel like i'm special. "you're so fucking special." the end. 

  three day weekends are nice. saturday i had to go to hell (the academic decathlon competition) which was somewhat entertaining when me and my friends decided to go around getting as many nerds phone numbers as possible. sunday i hung out with kim and kristina, which was good because i haven't seen that dork kim since she moved. today has been me sitting around in my pajamas, watching the wizard of oz, and playing guitar. i feel like getting out of the house, but i don't know where to go. i know my life is enthralling, but you really need to stop reading this blog now and do other, more constructive, things. why are you still reading this? i told you to go away. my mind is vacant at the moment, i am only typing empty words. fuck off. i ate a cherry muffin today, and it was good. really good. my keyboard is black. my old keyboard was grey. my speakers are grey and black, they made the transition from old computer to new computer less harsh. i am sure the colors of my past and present computer equipment is fascinating you. they tell me i have destroyed my future. i am getting so off track. i thought i told you to cease reading, you are not welcome here anymore. well, since you decided to stay, i guess i should tell you about the time that i went to the mall and it was raining. i was wearing a pair of old converse chucks that have almost no traction on the bottom. i opened the door of a sears and stepped inside. the next thing i knew i was on the floor in mild agony. in front of my face was a bright yellow sign that said "caution. slippery when wet." i thought, hmm, i am so cool, i can read signs sideways while lying on a cold tile floor. i thought, hmm, maybe they should have put the caution sign outside, where i would have seen it before i slipped and fell, bruising both my legs and pride. and i thought hmm, maybe i should get up now. the customers are beginning to stare. so i did. 

  i am not at school right now because i was very sick last night and when i woke up this morning i didn't feel like getting up. now i am home alone with nothing much to do. i have no idea what to blog about. the only thing that was remotely exciting last week was my kidnapping on friday, but i really don't want to write about that. and this week so far has been roughly 86 hours of wasted time. i bet that every reader of this blog wants to hear about my day today, which has so far consisted of sleeping, eating honey nut cheerios, watching tv, looking up guitar tabs online, and visiting random blogs. i doubt that any sane person will be able to contain their excitement when i tell them that just 10 minutes ago, i had a cherry throat lozenge. ok, enough of this blogging nonsense. i think i am going to get dressed, go outside, and take some pictures.

mood: bored
music: Cursive and Smashing Pumpkins