"the thought of you only increases regret. you made me forget my other half. you are shameless and it makes me weak. a life destroyed by a single glance. asking for forgiveness will not suffice. we flew too close to the sun on wings of desire."
hahah more emo. please ease my boredom.
so i havent written in here for awhile, but i won't apologize to the masses. my summer can be summed up in two words: summer school. and then there is dance, i have finals in palm springs and anaheim this month. the fact that i have no life is becoming clearer. the bright side of things is getting dimmer every day. i would make such a good emo kid. at the end of this entry, i definitely need a quote. everybody seems to have a vacation planned but me. have fun and pretend to miss me. and purposely forget to wear sunscreen so you can get a terrible sunburn and when you get back i will poke your tender red skin so you will feel pain and later i will mock you as your skin peels away.
"I need a catalyst, to rekindle the flame
That once burned within these fists where defeat remains
One Februrary night, we screamed our agonies
And I swear I tried to care
I tried, I tried...
(And) I lost the will to fight..."- cursive
there's my quote. goodnight for now.
i am so inconsistent.
the school year is over. i am filled with joy. this so is out of character. catch me in this mood before it dies, which will likely be the day i begin summer school.
i took a nap today after school. but then i had to wake up and go to dance. fuck ballet ...and jazz too.
she called me a flake.
i want to bake a cake. or cookies.
lo siento, pero yo no lo amo.
buy me a car, and i will love you forever. i pinky swear.
"sleep long sleep well, only to awake in hell."
you're so pretty when you're unfaithful to me.
