well my behavior at school today would qualify as being quite odd.... i just could not be serious to anyone, i was more sarcastic than ususal, and i told the girl who sits behind me to eat her test scantron....
killi: i see you in a whole new way, you are quite amusing
ashley: you are my favorite... i see cookies in your future
pam: glad you liked the cupcakes, my efforts were not in vain... get well soon
wood: yep yep, nobody loves me.
soundtrack of the day: a mix of op ivy and the beastie boys and of course tori..... 

  so i FINALLY got to see tori... i love her voice... she is absolutely amazing.... some might even say "intoxicating"...
marie: LO SIENTO.... i acted like a 5 year old. i am genuinely sorry you are grounded, let me bake you a cake with white frosting and rainbow sprinkles....it is all my fault.
cassie: TORI!
wood: "how long does it take you to do your hair?" oh yeah, and you better get more dead prez songs and burn me a cd...*nigga* haha

"So I ran faster
But it caught me here
Yes my loyalties turned
Like my ankle
In the seventh grade
Running after Billy
Running after the rain
These precious things
Let them bleed
Let them wash away
These precious things
Let them break their hold over me
He said you're really an ugly girl
But I like the way you play
And I died
But I thanked him
Can you believe that
sick sick
Holding on to his picture
Dressing up every day
I wanna smash the faces
Of those beautiful boys
Those christian boys
So you can make me cum
that doesn't make you Jesus
These precious things
Let them bleed
Let them wash away
These precious things
Let them break their hold over me
I remember
Yes in my peach party dress
No one dared
No one cared
To tell me
where the pretty girls are
Those demigods
With their nine inch nails and
little fascist panties
tucked inside the heart of every nice girl
These precious things
Let them bleed
Let them wash away
These precious things
Let them break
Let them wash away
These these precious things
Let them bleed now
Let them wash away
These these precious things
Let them break their hold over me
Precious...precious"
~tori amos
 

  6 days till tori.
my anger at a certain someone is gone but not forgotten.
monique: i tell myself to like you, to give you a chance. and then i hear your voice. some people just weren't meant to be friends.
spaghetti is good.
the adicts are good also. very good. i am not bitter i didn't get to go last night.... no not bitter at all... i hate quarters.



 

  wow. the colors of my blog are fucked up. i tried to make it pretty, white and pink and even fucking sea foam green, but no. i can't seem to change the colors of certain boxes, such as the archive date boxes on the left side. i have nonexistent HTML skills.

and wood, i wanted to go to the show. i am jealous. but there is still the adicts and TORI, haha. 

  jannele, this is my third official blog entry. this is your cue to be afraid. today was just another ordinary day. depending on your definiton of ordinary, i suppose. school, dance, billys house, in-n-out, home, internet.... my day so far, or technically yesterday fading into today since it is after 12 o'clock. hour follows hour. billy, i want your shark stuffed animal. my stomach hurts and i have to wash my hair study do laundry sleep. time to stop typing.  

  wow, my second entry. my friend jannele asked me what i was doing and i said "blogging." i am so cool now.  

  everybody's doing it.